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Suddenly the flavor of the experience shifted. I was on my back and I started feeling this lust overtaking me. There was a childlike quality to the lust. I felt waves of sexual energy moving through my body. I started thrusting my hips upwards and feeling sweaty.
At first it felt good. Now I started panicking. I started yelling "enough! enough! enough!". It ended in a shuddering, bodily energetic orgasm. And I lay there shell shocked. Unable to comprehend what I had just experienced.
In this tweet DAG, I'm going to talk about how guided #psychedelic exploration helped me realize my own #childhoodsexualabuse and recover all #repressedmemories of the same.
I began guided psychedelic exploration earlier this year in a couple's therapy container aided by MDMA in an attempt to figure out if I and my partner wanted to be with each other in the long run. The MDMA created an open hearted space where we could discuss difficult things.
I did 2 couple's guided ceremonies, a month apart. In both, me and my partner were administered MDMA with a Psilocybin booster. MDMA opened the heart. Psilocybin helped me feel deeper into my body to ascertain my deepest truths.
